If the people who are supposed to love you more than anything in the world don't, then what?
How do you find comfort in a world where your mother hates and envies you in equal parts?
How do you learn to love yourself when your father has never set eyes on you even after learning of your existence?
How do you keep trusting people after you find yourself in abusive relationships time and time again?
How do you keep your heart open after searching all your life for love and acceptance and failing to find it?
I am a sad, lonely, heart-broken, dysfunctional, screwed up girl.
It's times like this when I wonder if life is even worth living.
It's times like this I wonder if my Zoloft is actually working.
Probably not.
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