Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Sometimes I Wonder...
... if I should just travel the world, spend all of my money, have passionate love affairs and forget about the marriage and kid thing. There are many days where a life like this seems tempting, and others where it seems like it would be empty (for me). I wonder when I will know for sure.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Monday Mind Dump
Random things I'm thinking, feeling, doing today...
* I'm sick today. I started feeling yucky last night, but it's worse than I thought; I had to leave work early. My hips are killing me, I can't keep anything down, and I'm dizzy and nauseous. Not good. Let's hope this is a 24 hour thing.
* I have a crush. Actually, I have two. A HUGE one, and a little baby one. And these crushes are on actual guys! Eeek! It's been some time since I've felt that!!!
* I'm glad the holidays are over. That means my break from therapy is over!! Woohoo!!!! I'm going to a session Wednesday night. Has anyone in history ever been this excited about therapy?!?! I think NOT!!!!
* It was 24 degrees when I left the house today. I'm so freaking over this cold weather. One thing I will never insult St John for is its weather. It spoiled me. Must. Move. Back. To. Beach. ASAP.
* I'm lying on the couch listening to D and S have a very interesting conversation. Lots of screeching and grunting from S. Lots of "What is that sound?!" and "What are you saying?!" from D. Very cute.
* Migi is sitting on my head. I forget how and why he got there.
That is all. Happy Monday to everyone but me!!!!
* I'm sick today. I started feeling yucky last night, but it's worse than I thought; I had to leave work early. My hips are killing me, I can't keep anything down, and I'm dizzy and nauseous. Not good. Let's hope this is a 24 hour thing.
* I have a crush. Actually, I have two. A HUGE one, and a little baby one. And these crushes are on actual guys! Eeek! It's been some time since I've felt that!!!
* I'm glad the holidays are over. That means my break from therapy is over!! Woohoo!!!! I'm going to a session Wednesday night. Has anyone in history ever been this excited about therapy?!?! I think NOT!!!!
* It was 24 degrees when I left the house today. I'm so freaking over this cold weather. One thing I will never insult St John for is its weather. It spoiled me. Must. Move. Back. To. Beach. ASAP.
* I'm lying on the couch listening to D and S have a very interesting conversation. Lots of screeching and grunting from S. Lots of "What is that sound?!" and "What are you saying?!" from D. Very cute.
* Migi is sitting on my head. I forget how and why he got there.
That is all. Happy Monday to everyone but me!!!!
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Dream a Little Dream
I think dreams are SO interesting!! I used to own a massive dream interpretation book as a teenager, but I lost it. So I've taken to using the free websites I find through Google if I want to know the meaning of dream. I think sometimes dreams can obviously be telling you something and other times it's just a bunch of nonsense from your everyday life thrown together. There have been a few interesting dreams I've had lately:
- In a dream recently I was married to one of my best friends, Jaime. I remember thinking "I love him, but we're friends! We can't get married!". In that same dream I was being serenaded by Gwyneth Paltrow in an empty classroom (Glee, anyone?!).
- Shortly after my breakup with PD (we do NOT speak his name any longer and this is a new nickname for him) I had a dream that one of my friends and I were locked in a dark mall after hours. No matter what door that I tried they were all locked. But soon she asked if I would follow her "this way" as she motioned to what looked like a solid wall, which turned into a door when she pushed on it. I absolutely know what this dream was about but it would take forever to explain!!
- Recently I had a dream about going Christmas shopping while naked. Which is silly because a) I didn't do any Christmas shopping this year, and b) most of my naked dreams have me prancing around work or school, not the mall. Weird!!
- A couple of months ago I had a dream I was falling. I could feel the wind rushing past my face but everything was completely silent. That was the whole dream. I think I've read that falling dreams mean you feel out of control. Which I can totally agree with at the time!
I've been thinking about keeping a dream journal because I love remembering the details of them as soon as I wake up! But I think between my regular journal, this blog and my planner it may be a bit much and hard to keep up with! I guess we'll see if I ever get around to it...
- In a dream recently I was married to one of my best friends, Jaime. I remember thinking "I love him, but we're friends! We can't get married!". In that same dream I was being serenaded by Gwyneth Paltrow in an empty classroom (Glee, anyone?!).
- Shortly after my breakup with PD (we do NOT speak his name any longer and this is a new nickname for him) I had a dream that one of my friends and I were locked in a dark mall after hours. No matter what door that I tried they were all locked. But soon she asked if I would follow her "this way" as she motioned to what looked like a solid wall, which turned into a door when she pushed on it. I absolutely know what this dream was about but it would take forever to explain!!
- Recently I had a dream about going Christmas shopping while naked. Which is silly because a) I didn't do any Christmas shopping this year, and b) most of my naked dreams have me prancing around work or school, not the mall. Weird!!
- A couple of months ago I had a dream I was falling. I could feel the wind rushing past my face but everything was completely silent. That was the whole dream. I think I've read that falling dreams mean you feel out of control. Which I can totally agree with at the time!
I've been thinking about keeping a dream journal because I love remembering the details of them as soon as I wake up! But I think between my regular journal, this blog and my planner it may be a bit much and hard to keep up with! I guess we'll see if I ever get around to it...
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